Matty Healy (via tapwaterfanclub)
I love him wow
I think about dying but I dont want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.
I want a cactus in a cute little pot and I’ll name it after you because you’re a fucking prick.
I remember when I was younger and I wanted to be beautiful; now I’m older and I want to be intelligent. I want to burn hearts with brilliance and engulf souls with compassion. I want to be loved for my thoughts and nothing else.
Do you ever just crave someone’s presence? like you would literally be happy just sitting next to them & it could be completely silent.